For the one I love

You are more than I deserve.

You stand beside me when I'm weak.

You know my thoughts without words.

You say what I mean before I speak.

You often hold my hand.

You are always there.

You wipe my tears when I cry. 

You run your hand all through my hair.

You accept me for who I am.

You always choose to stay.

You are my love, my everything.

You, i will love each and every day.

The smile I wear

Its easier to pretend everything is fine,

than to acknowledge the problems of mine.

Its that moment I hear your name,

it sends me into the past, remembering the shame.

Its the fight or flight feeling when i smell that scent,

memorized by all the time we spent.

Only at night will I let you in,

Remembering your charming grin.

Those nights I longed for your touch,

Knowing it would never be enough.

No longer will you be allowed,

No longer will you be allowed.

Its easier to pretend everything is fine, 

than to acknowledge the problems of mine.